OOC Notes- Morty’s Dream
Morty awakens in somewhere that is not Yapos. It is old, gloomy, and panic inducing. It brings up foul and terrible memories for the kid. The mysterious pokemon arrives and interrogates Morty about being near “The Prince” (Angelo). Negotiation occurs, and the entity agrees not to harm Morty as long as he does not harm Angelo. Entities resembling Morty’s bullies arrive on the scene and a distinctive brand is burned into Morty’s shoulder. He awakens with 1 hit point, and feeling miserable.
Back in reality, arguments ensue. Angelo is clearly worried that Morty is hurt due to his behavior, and explains that he heads away from people to sing, because it can cause harm. He does not like talking about this, and is clearly upset about the situation. Apparently the Darkrai is a friend??
Irina goes to the store with h̶e̶r̶ ̶D̶a̶d̶ Kip.
Irina chooses not to use the eyedrops that mask her identity as a Bv.2. They head to a Whole Foods to get people more breakfast food, and to meet up with Gabe, who said he would rendezvous with them there. Irina grabs donuts, and almost destroys them, but Kip comes by and gets 2 dozen for the camp. They swing by the oranges, where Kip BSODs remembering Paige, apparently, and Irina knocks him out of it by smacking him on the back of the head. Afterwards they head to the cleaning supply aisle and run into Gabe!! It is a bit awkward at the start, but, it turns out quite cute. He has Zeppy strapped to his hip and is wearing a lovely outfit and holding some roses!! They have a fun little chat, and he helps carry things out and also helps carry out Irina.
Sunday, July 31, 2050
7:35 AM
I am off Getting ready for our Date, but. Gabe is here. His mere Presence sets my Heart aflutter (in a Good way.)
I do need to summarize what I heard on the Way to the Campsite. And there are Some things That need. Processing but I have to Do that after Gabe leaves because I cannot risk ruining the Vibes of our Date.
Regardless- about 6:30. I was on the Phone and could hear all of This. Angelo was found, and was Apparently conversing with a Darkrai? That, coupled with Him not liking Eva and her swooning and passing out Made her in serious danger, trapped in a nightmare, but Luckily Paige was there. They arrived by what sounded like a huge bird and Explained all they could. They had to Leave immediately because their Position was compromised. They have apparently Been working With darkrai to Find Cresselia and Break their curse, even Though Darkrai was the One that cursed them in The first Place? Question #1 for later. Apparently Ananbelle has joined lots of Different Organizations? And the situation Is beyond our League. Which, frankly Made sense a Little but Also Hurt to hear. I then Found a gap to interject and talk with Paige. I said Sorry for everything, said Goodbye, and said that NExt time They should carry me Because Good QUAZ am I gonna feel this Tomorrow. I also promised to Check on them. Then, Irina, Kip, and Gabe arrived. Irina is APPARENTLY a Bv.2, too which is news to me. Then uhh. Gabe said he was Here for our Date which If my fears are True, Really upset Paige and they Left with a terrible expression. Kip is Shocked by their sudden departure as well. Anyway. By the time I arrived, Gabe gave me a big hug and then I laid down and I Could not stop Staring at his Eyes. Which is Bizarre because I hate Eye contact. He looks So good. I had not been Able to rest like that in Ages. Allei and Ramwald Discuss their Meeting and Morty and Irina look Like they’re gonna have a Mock battle. So, I am On my Own with my Love today. Splendid and wonderful. I will not Let anything Ruin this. I WILL NOT! Just gotta Get Dressed and Do my Makeup.
[Encryption begins again]
If my Thoughts Are correct the following Is the case:
Paige either thought we Were Dating this Whole time Or was interested in it. They intended Our hike this morning to be Romantic. The feel Hurt and betrayed HEaring me dating Gabe regardless, which is a Side affect of my Foolish worry about the 2 of them Fighting, which is Completely dispelled at this point. I am an Idiot for even considering it. Part of me worries my subconscious could Tell that They had a Crush on me and Wanted the Attention, which Makes me a Fucking SCUMBAG. If that is The case, I might End up Hurting both Them and Gabe, which means my First relationship(s)? Are doomed, which of Course. The 2 hottest people I have ever met Actually interested in Being with someone like ME just does Not make Sense, so If it ends up Not working, It will be….. Expected, or Normal at least. I think I do Love them Both Quite a bit, But I do not Know Exactly How to tell between loving and Being In Love with someone. Or Romance and Friendship. But both of them Make my Heart glow when I talk to them, or see them, Or hear Them, or Even when they touch me!!!! WHICH I NORMALLY HATE!!! This shit Is so fucking Confusing. If I end up Hurting them I do not Think I deserve to be Happy. And Maybe We can Figure Something out?? Nothing About my feelings for One diminishes the Feelings for The other, so. I think I will Have to Ask for advice From someone. I cannot ask the Kids of course. I did do Some chatting while I ran. Allei is Out because I think Paige and Her have SOMETHING going on??? Another reason this blindsided me. I thought Paige was into her, or Kip!! Kip is, At least very apparently interested in Paige, which, is unfortunate. I think by every logical metric he should Hate me. I will Have to talk to Him about it This evening. MAybe I can ask Ramwald? I am 100% sure he Loves Eva, so maybe I can ask about how to Handle love. And maybe some other Folks, Kora Maybe? I doubt Angelo would understand all Of this and I definitely do not Need to add to his Stress. HELL I should not be adding To ANYONE’s. Maybe I will Ask first before getting info. I wish This was Easier to Deal with. I really Did not think anyone Would ever be Interested in me, and Now 2 people, in the same week??? Who are like, Demigods of kindness and amazingness??? Sigh. I will See you later, Journal. Hopefully I will have nice and Good News. Otherwise I will be A Failure. And I cannot afford to Make more Mistakes. My Mistakes Hurt people and I am nothing If I cannot Help.
[Encryption ends]
Morty awakens in somewhere that is not Yapos. It is old, gloomy, and panic inducing. It brings up foul and terrible memories for the kid. The mysterious pokemon arrives and interrogates Morty about being near “The Prince” (Angelo). Negotiation occurs, and the entity agrees not to harm Morty as long as he does not harm Angelo. Entities resembling Morty’s bullies arrive on the scene and a distinctive brand is burned into Morty’s shoulder. He awakens with 1 hit point, and feeling miserable.
Back in reality, arguments ensue. Angelo is clearly worried that Morty is hurt due to his behavior, and explains that he heads away from people to sing, because it can cause harm. He does not like talking about this, and is clearly upset about the situation. Apparently the Darkrai is a friend??
Irina goes to the store with h̶e̶r̶ ̶D̶a̶d̶ Kip.
Irina chooses not to use the eyedrops that mask her identity as a Bv.2. They head to a Whole Foods to get people more breakfast food, and to meet up with Gabe, who said he would rendezvous with them there. Irina grabs donuts, and almost destroys them, but Kip comes by and gets 2 dozen for the camp. They swing by the oranges, where Kip BSODs remembering Paige, apparently, and Irina knocks him out of it by smacking him on the back of the head. Afterwards they head to the cleaning supply aisle and run into Gabe!! It is a bit awkward at the start, but, it turns out quite cute. He has Zeppy strapped to his hip and is wearing a lovely outfit and holding some roses!! They have a fun little chat, and he helps carry things out and also helps carry out Irina.
Sunday, July 31, 2050
7:35 AM
I am off Getting ready for our Date, but. Gabe is here. His mere Presence sets my Heart aflutter (in a Good way.)
I do need to summarize what I heard on the Way to the Campsite. And there are Some things That need. Processing but I have to Do that after Gabe leaves because I cannot risk ruining the Vibes of our Date.
Regardless- about 6:30. I was on the Phone and could hear all of This. Angelo was found, and was Apparently conversing with a Darkrai? That, coupled with Him not liking Eva and her swooning and passing out Made her in serious danger, trapped in a nightmare, but Luckily Paige was there. They arrived by what sounded like a huge bird and Explained all they could. They had to Leave immediately because their Position was compromised. They have apparently Been working With darkrai to Find Cresselia and Break their curse, even Though Darkrai was the One that cursed them in The first Place? Question #1 for later. Apparently Ananbelle has joined lots of Different Organizations? And the situation Is beyond our League. Which, frankly Made sense a Little but Also Hurt to hear. I then Found a gap to interject and talk with Paige. I said Sorry for everything, said Goodbye, and said that NExt time They should carry me Because Good QUAZ am I gonna feel this Tomorrow. I also promised to Check on them. Then, Irina, Kip, and Gabe arrived. Irina is APPARENTLY a Bv.2, too which is news to me. Then uhh. Gabe said he was Here for our Date which If my fears are True, Really upset Paige and they Left with a terrible expression. Kip is Shocked by their sudden departure as well. Anyway. By the time I arrived, Gabe gave me a big hug and then I laid down and I Could not stop Staring at his Eyes. Which is Bizarre because I hate Eye contact. He looks So good. I had not been Able to rest like that in Ages. Allei and Ramwald Discuss their Meeting and Morty and Irina look Like they’re gonna have a Mock battle. So, I am On my Own with my Love today. Splendid and wonderful. I will not Let anything Ruin this. I WILL NOT! Just gotta Get Dressed and Do my Makeup.
[Encryption begins again]
If my Thoughts Are correct the following Is the case:
Paige either thought we Were Dating this Whole time Or was interested in it. They intended Our hike this morning to be Romantic. The feel Hurt and betrayed HEaring me dating Gabe regardless, which is a Side affect of my Foolish worry about the 2 of them Fighting, which is Completely dispelled at this point. I am an Idiot for even considering it. Part of me worries my subconscious could Tell that They had a Crush on me and Wanted the Attention, which Makes me a Fucking SCUMBAG. If that is The case, I might End up Hurting both Them and Gabe, which means my First relationship(s)? Are doomed, which of Course. The 2 hottest people I have ever met Actually interested in Being with someone like ME just does Not make Sense, so If it ends up Not working, It will be….. Expected, or Normal at least. I think I do Love them Both Quite a bit, But I do not Know Exactly How to tell between loving and Being In Love with someone. Or Romance and Friendship. But both of them Make my Heart glow when I talk to them, or see them, Or hear Them, or Even when they touch me!!!! WHICH I NORMALLY HATE!!! This shit Is so fucking Confusing. If I end up Hurting them I do not Think I deserve to be Happy. And Maybe We can Figure Something out?? Nothing About my feelings for One diminishes the Feelings for The other, so. I think I will Have to Ask for advice From someone. I cannot ask the Kids of course. I did do Some chatting while I ran. Allei is Out because I think Paige and Her have SOMETHING going on??? Another reason this blindsided me. I thought Paige was into her, or Kip!! Kip is, At least very apparently interested in Paige, which, is unfortunate. I think by every logical metric he should Hate me. I will Have to talk to Him about it This evening. MAybe I can ask Ramwald? I am 100% sure he Loves Eva, so maybe I can ask about how to Handle love. And maybe some other Folks, Kora Maybe? I doubt Angelo would understand all Of this and I definitely do not Need to add to his Stress. HELL I should not be adding To ANYONE’s. Maybe I will Ask first before getting info. I wish This was Easier to Deal with. I really Did not think anyone Would ever be Interested in me, and Now 2 people, in the same week??? Who are like, Demigods of kindness and amazingness??? Sigh. I will See you later, Journal. Hopefully I will have nice and Good News. Otherwise I will be A Failure. And I cannot afford to Make more Mistakes. My Mistakes Hurt people and I am nothing If I cannot Help.
[Encryption ends]